I didn’t know about the benzo thing. And that was the advice from him I appreciated; the clean your room, etc.

I didn’t realise he was a walking blackout the entire time.

And I think his as following grew, so did his ego, and he began to think he knew way more than he actually did.

Ah well. An oversized ego is as bad as a termite infestation - if you let it grow it’ll eventually make things collapse…