For me it’s just living.

I know that sounds corny but I legit have no idea what the next day may bring or what I will learn within the next minute or two.

When I was in High School I used to joke about celebrating every day because I didn’t have HIV but as I look back on it I don’t think I was too far off, despite how shallow it was.

I could say my wife is the best thing (she is but that’s besides the point) and eventually I’d have to answer your question again if she’s not around while I am.

What makes my life worth living is the hope that something will change, doesn’t have to be good or bad, this is the only time I’ll get to experience this as far as I know.

Aside from big things like my partner and my family, being outside or in nature always gives me that type of relief. Going on walks or hikes, noticing all the little things, the birds, the bugs, the leaves, the grass, the trees, the dirt, the gravel, just sitting down and watching people go by, as small as it sounds it really helps me center myself and put things into perspective.

“Create” stuffs in some way. Draw shapes in roll and write games. Make labels for storage. Piece together artwork with perler beads. Cook solely for myself.